Story start:the main character of the story
once called ice ninja
who are now known as Drama queen
faced more and more problems that she never met before
and her attitudes changed
she used to be as fierce as possible
and she just gets angry
with no care at all
cause she is just straight forward
there may not be many people
who understand her
who know why she do that
who get what she means hidden under her words
who realize the real her in her eyes
to some people
she is just a monster
sometimes
she just laughs as loud as she could
sometimes
she just emo as long as she want
sometimes
she just cries as heartbreaking as she wishes
this second
she is happily chatting with friends
the next second
she is down
and emo
this moment
she can cry until her eyes pain
until dehydrated
next moment
she can just forget everything
can laugh happily with others
this is who she is -- Drama queen
sometimes
she herself got confused
is she a bad gal
or is she a good gal
is she kind
or is she evil
she thinks a lot
until whoever met her
told her
u think too much
but she just stop thinking
cause all this while
experience told her
what she thought are always true
what she fears of
will ended up happening in real life
someone asked her:
"Drama queen
what are u looking at? is there anything so fun so nice to capture ur attention?"
Drama queen ans:
"nothing.. but it's just nice to look at people around."
nobody knows why
but she knows
cause
she tries to understand every single one of the people around her
and her six sense is always correct
she knows everything
but she din make any noises
cause
her mum once told her
the best ans for any question is:
I DONO
and just act u know nothing
and this reali works in Drama queen life..
Drama queen doesn't know how to express herself
cause she don wan to
in fact
we should say that
she don wan anyone
to touch
to get access to
her most hidden
deepest heart
which is so much fragile than what she thinks is
Drama queen - a name from someone for her
cause to someone
she is just a bitch
with no directions
who acts a lot in her life just like putting show up
she is a jerk
who can simply drop a drop of tear
in a second
but does anyone know that tears don fake?
even for an actor
who drop tears in one second
still
there is a background story
behind that little
crystal clear
fragile
drops of tears
and who knows?
no point telling anyone
cause that anyone does not deserve to listen to ur craps
so need not bring trouble to people
the best way is to keep it to urself
so after this long crapping of who Drama queen is, lets move on cause i know u r excited :))
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there was once a guy
named Chimpanzee
haha.. i just like this name
she knew his presence way long time ago
i bet it was when even she dono how to skate well
so did him
but nothing on between them
cause she is not his type
n he is not her type
so simple....
someone asked Drama queen
is ur type Chimpanzee?
Drama queen:
"absolutely no dude....
i will never never like Chimpanzee"
the main point where both Chimpanzee get know of each other
is cause of this nice straight forward courage gal named Squirrel
Squirrel had a crush on Chimpanzee
i know it sounds funny in animal sense...
still it's a fact
and Squirrel told Drama queen
she was so scared that she don even dare to sms Chimpanzee and look at the msg...
when Drama queen knew that
she was like
wat de????
why Chimpanzee?
so funny.. i will never fancy him.. never ever..
that was what she thought
and this was the 1st scene.......
Drama queen will never forget this day
u won forget though
cause
did u ever see a Chimpanzee
who looked so pro
and went on ice so cool
all u can expect was just he was gonna skate nice
but
out of sudden
he just fell
god knows why....
he forgot to take out his blade guard..........................
Chimpanzee fell on ice.....
world history man... lol....
since then,
things go pretty good as what it should be
n time flies.......
until one day....
a gal came to Drama queen......
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cinderella: hi.. are u the one alibaba's friend named ***?
Drama queen: yup... u r.??
cinderella: i am *** u can call me ***
Drama queen: hi. i know u...
cinderella: can i get ur phone number? so that i can call u up next time so tat we can skate together?
Drama queen: sure.. why not....
cinderella: u skated for a long time? i dono how to skate leh.. i got no friends here
Drama queen: i just ok ok oli... i also no friends here wat.. if u reali like to skate like no others business.. not a need to have friends...
i bet Cinderella will think i am still acting here right now...
i am not.... i remembered everything
every single details
and this amazed many people
even they ask why i remember so clearly...
what can i say?
u won believe me...
i just care....
i care...
it is a part of my life..
n i m right now writing my own history..
to occupy myself when i am free
to get myself tougher
to give myself a reason to escape or being lazy
and lastly...
to equip myself with huge bunch of stories without losing any memories when all my children of the earth ask me for stories... :))
time traveller traveled here and there..
clock ticking fast
faces changing in high speed in life
and a white flashing light leads us to..................
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Drama queen: hi.. long time no c.. how are u guys
cinderella and others: hi.... fine..... :))
after couple of months
Drama queen came back to ice from no way...
n alibaba was there....
just in an U-turn junction, cinderella n her friends including Chimpanzee want to leave....
cause alibaba was here..
Drama queen: what time u leaving?
cinderella: erm.. bout 6 to 7pm i guess....
---------------long pause----------------------
cinderella: i dono what should i do now.. one side is my old friend (alibaba), another side is friends that i have known for one week.... what should i do???
drama queen: i doubt.. *smiling*
day ended up with cinderella leaving at 3 something with her one-week-old friends
Drama queen felt miserable....
she knew why
just that she don wan to admit
don even want to think..
suddenly
a sense of being used
being left out
just spilled out bitterly from her nerves..
but... so what??
who cares? neither she cares..
earth continue to spin with no one business
water continue to flow
sun continue to shine
high in the middle of the sky
showering the lives and loves in the city
and three months later...............
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Drama queen was closer to this guy named Blue smurf...
she knew his things
cause out of no way
he just told her...
and things going into track with the spamming of Chimpanzee's wall
Blue smurf asked Drama queen who does Chimpanzee like?
and he told her he think it was cinderella...
still..... Drama queen thinks...
NONE of MY business
Chimpanzee n Drama queen got closer when blue smurf asked both of them n cinderella out to celebrate Chimpanzee's belated bday....
while we all four aliens
having fun
eating food
out of a sudden
cinderella said:
why u wan to ask me out for movie? why don u call Chimpanzee and Drama queen?
a sudden jerk on the heart occurred
Drama queen felt so uneasy
she kept on telling herself
isn't it obvious?
everyone knows....
so whats the purpose of u telling out?
yet she kept quiet....
even though she knew why..
she kept on pursuing herself not to think so
cause it was a bad act on others
maybe they mean no offense...
and let be it...
Drama queen is so much fortunate
she got herself a moderate family
not rich not poor
yet with full love...
although her family members are a kind of weird
since everyone of them so reluctant to show their loves to one another in a proper way
in fact
they think the way they doing so far represented all
outsider may not understand them
yet
the house is always full with cares and warm
even though they kept on arguing sometimes for the sake of cares available for each others
and because of this pretty well
warm family n fortune Drama queen have
the fairies started to get jealous..
and these little narrow hearted fairies made Drama queen reached her twenties.....
with cakes steamboats
they celebrated for Drama queen...
but she was not tat happy actually that day.
cause of something.
something she herself don even understand why she felt so until today.....
Drama queen: i know who u like
cinderella *holding hands with drama queen: who? don tell me u think is chimpanzee....
Drama queen smiled and twinkled with one of her eyebrows lifting up....
Drama queen: i din say so.. so how was ur blue smurf?
cinderella: i rejected him three times... i got no feel to him la..
Drama queen: how bout sugar baby then?
cinderella: nope... we are just sifu and student... i actually had crush on someone.... do u know who is ***? i like him... but so far i don feel guilty for blue smurf and sugar baby but Chimpanzee...
Drama queen *alarmed*: huh? what?
cinderella: he proposed to me using video..i rejected him yet i feel guilty to him...
Drama queen: ..........
deep in mind
hormones drifted Drama queen into the hollow ground helplessly.
wondering what happened to herself
she kept on having this conversation and scene vividly
stucked in her brain
again and again~~~
she thinks she knew why
just again she don wan to admit
cause she not supposed to...
even herself is not sure
until her friend Siamese cat asked:
"are u couple with Chimpanzee? why not.. u two got lots of similarities"
and her little Bambee said:
"sometimes i feel that Chimpanzee n Drama queen quite matched"
and white rabbit in Alice in the wonderland said:
" are both of u trying to fight who is better in biting straw?"
Drama queen was cleared...
of everything
but..
her oli wish is to keep it as a secret to herself
she thought she is fine with it
and she just shared it with another her - the inner her in the middle of the nite..
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Chimpanzee: sorry for misunderstanding u.
Drama queen: is ok i am fine.. just a bit emo
Chimpanzee: why did u cry?
Drama queen *unwilling to tell* : nothing
she couldnt angry Chimpanzee and cinderella
cause she cant
she just cant
looking at her cellphone writing:
can u at least reply me? u wan to end this friendship or wat? i already rejected him n we are impossible...
she typed:
i din fancy him! don perasan.....
when she finally came to face to face with her..
she just couldnt hold her tears anymore and just melted down..
she ran to the entrance
forgetting she was on ice
forgetting everything
n she just fell on it..
without putting much attention to it..
she dashed out and burst into tears
she got no one to tell
except herself.....
and here came cinderella..
putting Drama queen's head on her shoulder
comforting her..
Drama queenfelt guilty
for that very second
she shouldnt don reply cinderella
cause what cinderella did tat very moment
just like an angel touching n comforting Drama queen's bottom of her heart genderly with cares
she forgave her....
even though she don reali angry her...
that faithful week
was catching drama queen's nerve...
she was determined to forget him...
by keep on telling herself...
don be foolish Drama queen...
he aint urs...
both of them are ur friends..
n u shouldnt be doing this...
however,
he misled her..
watever he did
told Drama queen down her spinal cord that
there is something in between them...
unwilling to let herself drown again
she refused to think..
and blamed herself for thinking way too far..
and all of a sudden
the generous Father
sends His guidance angel to earth
for involving the White rabbit from Wonderland (WW)
she is innocent
liking someone isn't a fault
Drama queen understand her...
but she just all of a sudden acted like she hated her for centuries..
Drama queen felt it
but she denied
and Chimpanzee said she was just being too sensitive...
until recently...
the worst thing that Drama queen thought of which she don even wish it would happen happened...
neither she angry
nor she sad
she just felt too numb to accept everything alone....
her shoulder is way too heavy for her body.
she cant take it much more...
she blamed she kicked she cried..
but still it doesn't cure
even till now...
Drama queen felt so ridiculous of what WW said bout her
cause they are all such a funny fake joke that she din even do
not even related to came to her
n she cant stop laughing at herself
while having blue mood......
she knew cinderella likes Chimpanzee
she also knew why cinderella did these...
just tat she cant imagine
cant even think of a reason why cinderella did tat to her...
her words hurt her
way too deeply
she don blame her...
but still hoping that cinderella can recall of what they have gone through so far together
cause drama queen reali appreciate this precious time they had before...
once u let go..
u may not have the chance again to be together
drama queen hopes cinderella understands her even till now..
someone asked Drama queen:
"where is Chimpanzee then? why don he stand up for u since he knew the god honest truth?"
smiling with solemn and sorrow in her eyes,
Drama queen don wanna give any comments
cause
inside her heart
two sides of feel are war-ing..
she hopes she can do something...
but she cant..
she wants to prove she aint drama queen
who puts up shows
just
she don have a chance
cause all the bullets falling on her body
frictionless
directionless
dimensionless
feel-less
story -ends