
Empty square room
dono why
the feel came from no way..
it just popped out all of a sudden
not under my control
not following the neurotransmittor direction
not reactioning well under the influences of all my
oestrogen
progesterone
my hypothalamus
my medulla oblongata
my anterior pituitary gland
are not working well with
nor
coordinating with my spinal cord
and the signal transmittion is just going wrong...
very wrong
to the stimuli from the external environment
is not that i got hit from someone
is not that someone bomb me or wat
and there is no anyone doing the wrong time here..
truely
sincerely
even now
at this moment