what are friends?
sometimes, i was confused....
what the term FRIENDS means?
someone there for the other people to make use of?
someone who should everything with friends?
i thought
FRIENDS
should be helping each other
sharing things among each other
not being selfish even though humans are selfish
BUT
in fact, what i see is
FRIENDS
selfish to each other so that one can be better then one
leaving friends behind when they are looking upon you
looking down at someone who is not tat good as you
My mum said before..
i am the most kind among my sisters...
and my parents think tat i am too sky real and will get hurt when i growing up...
now i realized they are actually protecting me....
Ok...
maybe i admit i am sky real....
i am hoping a fair friendship between friends...
i am looking for real friendship where
we help each other out
we don leave each other behind
we share everything out
and
i always think that the world should be fair...
why that girl who are not tat good in personalities can be so pretty?
why they are so rich?
why everyone like her or him...
why why why...
i wonder~~
and until now... i still cant search a really real true friendship except for my best friend who are far away at australia... yea.. i mean u...
however,
when i made conclusion for that friend that he or she is what kind of person, they will suddenly do something and make me touch.... why?
why must it be so complicated?
i just wan simple....
don hurt my fragile heart...
i am just sky real...
and i won give up of searching for what i am searching for....
and pls
GOD
give me the courage...
give me the strength...
i am too frightened to continue in this complicated world...