dreams.....
2day... i slept till three o clock in the afternoon...
is kinda weird for me cause normally i won sleep till so late...
plus.....
full of dreams
1st, i dream of my best friend
>>> tat day was her bday, i was thinking to give her a surprise..
so some of us decide to make something.. WEIRD... i dono wat was tat... papers with newspapers rolled together to become something looked like flower.. watever... but then.. i dono why the papers will melt.. so we need to do tat in refrigerator... half way to go, my best friend came back and i have to run to another unit to continue doing the melted stuff...
but ten i dono she really gt jodoh with me or wat.. she came too
she was about to know what i was doing but luckily some of the others blocked her... however,
they were too noisy and the room was so hot...
imagine...
a room with no wall but ten just four pieces of thin plastic... and there the room....
somemore, it was not strong and they all kept on pushing the PLASTIC till it nearly fell...
and what happened next was, i went out and screamed at them since i really cannot tahan...
without caring people's safety, i knocked the door to them and it was so terrible that, they bleed....
and at the END, my parents told me........
YOU HAVE TO SENT TO POLICE STATION....
WHAT THE HELL IS THAT ALL ABOUT..
i don think i will be so crazy that just because of a stupid melting flower made of papers and newspapers, i hurt people and have to be caught.....
2nd,...
i dream that i went to sunway lagoon.....
but ten i dono why sunway lagoon gt ice skating place... and i just went skating at the water park which had become ICE park....
keep on skating skating.... and skating...
can u imagine u skate on the water and near the beach???
ten u just stop and stand on the sand of the beach with ur skating shoes????
again,,,,
WHAT THE HELL IS THAT.....
3rd,....
i dream i went to BANK house....
and suddenly gt a maid came into the room and clean up..
ok maybe it is normal.. but ten
tat maid touch all my things and throw them out..
wat the hell???
and that maid dono why suddenly become the mother...
i mean a quiet mother who don speak she was not numb but just don speak....
ten dono wat happen.. we all went to dinner......
and suddenly,
the dinner became my grandma's bday dinner.....
zzz..........
and my lovely grandma....
can walk.........
i mean she cant walk before she died and now she can walk...
and we talked and my mum came and talked to her.. they were like too long never meet and keep on talking...
i really gt a feel of wan to push my mum away since she talked too long with my grandma...
please......... i too wan to talk to her...
i miss her so much.....
and then......
I JUST WOKE UP...........
ONLY THEN I KNOW.... TODAY IS THE DAY MY GRANDMA PASSED AWAY.....
OH... i just miss her...
every day i am hoping that she will show herself up in my dreams
but she seems to forget me....
she just know to go into my mum's dreams....
for many times
so UNFAIR....
but
MUAXXXXZZZZZ....................
love u so much popo........................